hi fellow ninjas. Sorry not been around, it's been a stinker of 5-6 months. Got a couple of minutes and Jordan messaged me that I owe for a group buy so had to come to the site. (Thanks mate for the heads up) Basically mum took very ill back inapril. Seriously ill. To cut a story short, cause I have to go in a min, she nearly died three times, the infection in her legs and on the chest was resisting every antibiotic , but at the end of June, she got sent home, but the carers she used to have where in an agency which she couldn't have any more, so new carers and wrong times to work around my work etc.,. Plus her medications changed and has to have all food thickened and drinks thickened up, So that's taken most time, and then gearbox problems with the car to a point where I couldn't put into first or reverse gear and stopping at red lights would be a gamble as to whether it would move off. So the car needed replacing and now I'm working on getting her car hoist moved into the new car, which has taken a while to get a price under a grand, yes that much, Then to top it off, i took I'll myself. I had stabbing pains in my side, and a rash developed. Doctor said I had gotten shingles. That rash is healing up but still got the nerve damage in my side, so still taking pain killers. And even better, a whole change at work which is worrying as familiar routines at work are being changed and modified for the better but still worrying times, and then one of the programs that we use has an end of life coming up and I have to modify for the new upcoming newer version. I miss the hdn community and sharing photos and @bloodsnake007 's humour. I am on Facebook when ever I can spare a minute, and thank Mehdi and Karel for adding me to hdn group buys so I'm still contributing monitry wise by hdn go feeds but not conversation / content wise. Once life is in order I will be back and that's a promise. And maybe I'll be in that hdn meet up in Liverpool with @spass Thank you fellow ninjas, keep making the place great. @Wreck @apsmith21 @cooey @bigrob @digitalbabe @tridon doing a wonderful job as always.