well here it is, like the title says feels like something or someone is out to get me this year so far its turned into right sh*t. I'll list it below tell me if it make you'd think the same or i'm just strange in the head.
usually i fairly positive but even for me i'm starting to feel this a bit now
1.my father in law died on jan 4th on my birthday with a heart attack.
2.my uncle got cancer diagonsed in prosrate removed this said he was clear, now it turns out hes got it in other parts of his body and they having to give treatment in london for next 6 weeks im lead to believe to try to fix it, theres no guarntees though.
3. got made redundant from my job back in end sept. still looking had a job lined up but fell thru to budgets not being their so another kick in the teeth.
4.a month after getting made redundant got bells palsy where side of your face drops like having a stroke but not a stroke.
had to have ambulance out and wife freaking out thinking i'm going the way of her father, poor sod. Face is getting better slowly but will take time. 30% fixed so far
5.yesterday to top it all off the bloody gas cookers given up the ghost. new one being delivered tommorrow but could have done without it.
but this has been my year so far i'm just praying next year is going to be better with alot more positives than negatives i've had so far.
my birthdays coming up my 40th lol and to be honest im dreading it because every birthday from now on will just be a reminder that her father died on my birthday and that will never change just she will always be upset on my birthday, which is the worse bit for me and there is not a thing i can do to change that.
anyway
yours who's just feeling a little bit screwed up atm to say the least.
basil
usually i fairly positive but even for me i'm starting to feel this a bit now
1.my father in law died on jan 4th on my birthday with a heart attack.
2.my uncle got cancer diagonsed in prosrate removed this said he was clear, now it turns out hes got it in other parts of his body and they having to give treatment in london for next 6 weeks im lead to believe to try to fix it, theres no guarntees though.
3. got made redundant from my job back in end sept. still looking had a job lined up but fell thru to budgets not being their so another kick in the teeth.
4.a month after getting made redundant got bells palsy where side of your face drops like having a stroke but not a stroke.
had to have ambulance out and wife freaking out thinking i'm going the way of her father, poor sod. Face is getting better slowly but will take time. 30% fixed so far
5.yesterday to top it all off the bloody gas cookers given up the ghost. new one being delivered tommorrow but could have done without it.
but this has been my year so far i'm just praying next year is going to be better with alot more positives than negatives i've had so far.
my birthdays coming up my 40th lol and to be honest im dreading it because every birthday from now on will just be a reminder that her father died on my birthday and that will never change just she will always be upset on my birthday, which is the worse bit for me and there is not a thing i can do to change that.
anyway
yours who's just feeling a little bit screwed up atm to say the least.
basil
